I
Will move towards it
I
Will not let fear blind me
I
Will Face it
I
Will not hide from the truth
I
Will Learn from it
I
Search in the darkness
I
Seek the light
I
Won’t see an end
I
I
Will not turn away from myself
But
Back to myself
Rising blood pressure
Long wait in the lobby
To pass time a nice keurig coffee selection
Beats Starbucks
The call came in
Hunting for a non-existent vein for blood work
Waiting again in the sub area
Nurse checking my vitals
Afraid to be sent right to the hospital next door
Taking to the exam room
Waiting again
How you feeling she asks?
Must be feeling great to be in here really
Next stop scheduling desk
Making sure scheduled for the right procedure
Trip to the pharmacy
Picking up not sure what and why
Oh my
Pharmacist suggesting writing a prescription
To make sure if I stop breathing
A nasal spray will be needed
Followed by a 911 call
Would I know I stopped breathing?
Needless to say
Walked out without this prescription
A trip back to the doctor is needed
Might be safer to stay home
With a trip to Starbucks instead
